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  • Back to the Books

    Back to the Books

    Is it delusional to go back to school at age 52? Is it naïve to re-enter the workforce at 54? As I begin a two-year plan in hopes of working in conservation and restoration, these questions play on repeat in my mind. Whenever I think, Sure, this school-to-work thing is totally going to work out, it makes…

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  • Camp Med

    Camp Med

    By the evening of my Monday breakdown, Robin was duly concerned. I’d rarely shown such lack of control over my emotions, usually shaking them off with some semi-productive distraction such as cleaning or running or … writing, which I had quit. So the next morning he surprised me with a kindhearted attempt to make me…

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  • Cozy Birds of a Feather

    Cozy Birds of a Feather

    While the interior of the Doubletree near Sea-Tac airport evokes tones of brown-hued melancholy, I am rather fond of this hotel, particularly the wings of labyrinthine sections surrounded by trees and lifted from the ground so as to imitate a sort of boardwalk floating above the forest floor, river rock simulating the river. The effect…

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  • Hatching a New Start

    Hatching a New Start

    Last Monday I tested out a breakdown of which at its freshest alternated bawling with fighting back tears, as when facing the friendly checkout clerk at PCC. In those brief dry intervals I conjured hatchling sea turtles trundling toward the sea, an image I call upon in times of flailing anxiety. What prompted the episode…

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